Come and Gone

Only thirteen years lived,

I was so young.

Surrounded by fights and drugs,

I just wanted to run.

 I remember you,

almost everyday.

I distracted myself

In all the wrong ways.

Now even though you’re gone

the scars still remain.

Time doesn’t make it better,

I still feel the same.

Tomorrow is a mystery 

so I’m holding on to today.

Years have come and gone

but still I feel so wrong.

I really hated you 

and the things you put me through.

I couldn’t hold you near 

after all I had to hear.

You hurt the ones I love

and now you’re up above.

The last time you said hi

I wouldn’t even say bye.

The past can’t be the past 

when in my head it lasts.

If we were face to face today

there’s so much that I would say

but I will never see that day

so I guess now I’ll just say…

please forgive me so I can be free

mental health trauma


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