Only thirteen years lived,
I was so young.
Surrounded by fights and drugs,
I just wanted to run.
I remember you,
almost everyday.
I distracted myself
In all the wrong ways.
Now even though you’re gone
the scars still remain.
Time doesn’t make it better,
I still feel the same.
Tomorrow is a mystery
so I’m holding on to today.
Years have come and gone
but still I feel so wrong.
I really hated you
and the things you put me through.
I couldn’t hold you near
after all I had to hear.
You hurt the ones I love
and now you’re up above.
The last time you said hi
I wouldn’t even say bye.
The past can’t be the past
when in my head it lasts.
If we were face to face today
there’s so much that I would say
but I will never see that day
so I guess now I’ll just say…
please forgive me so I can be free